Story of Faith by Steve Samuelson

Music, along with ministry, has always been the cornerstone of First Lutheran Church. Ever since I can remember, the choir has always been a big part of my church experience. The greatest musical influence for me has been the Seven Last Words of Christ performances. I have been in attendance for over 40 concerts, but one in particular changed my life. During one of them, I felt God’s presence; I had a faith moment. The story that I would like to share happened during a very emotional, somber time in my life. In July of 2015, my mom passed away. I didn’t get a chance to see her or say goodbye to her before she died. It took a while to get over the fact that I didn’t get to tell her that I loved her.

Memories of my Mom are plentiful, and one of my favorites is her beautiful singing voice. Growing up, I remember her singing in the FLC choir, and as a soloist in the Seven Last Words here at FLC. This event was, and still is, something I look forward to each year. On Good Friday, 2016, my family and I headed off to church to enjoy another performance. I had no idea how this presentation would affect me. From the first note of the orchestra, my heart began to race. I had a feeling that I hadn’t felt before. When Patricia Dorn began singing the introduction, the same solo my mom sang when I was young, I was overcome with emotion. Each word that was sung and note that was played, was so clear and in focus. I shut my eyes and all I could hear was my mom’s voice. I thought to myself, she is here with me, just like I remembered as a kid. That evening was a Faith Moment for me, realizing that God is always there for me. At my lowest, hardest time, I must continue to believe and have faith in God. I left that evening rejuvenated, with a new sense of understanding of God’s love for us. Those seven words made all the difference for me in my time of anguish.

I have had other faith moments after that evening, but none that touched my heart and soul as much. Attending the Seven Last Words of Christ performances will continue to be a family tradition. I hope that it moves my kids as much as it moved me.

God of music and song, for your presence that surprises us in unexpected ways at unexpected times, we are most grateful.  Amen.